I guess we're drifting apart soon yeah? I still remember you saying that we will only talk for a while then won't talk much and soon never talk.
But i don't believe what you say, sigh. Soon i think it's gonna be true yeah. Hmmm...
Maybe going for NCO camp was a mistake to make me think back of the past? Or maybe not?
If i never attended NCO camp, i wouldn't have met new friends.
If i never attended NCO camp, i wouldn't have seen you after 1 year.
I enjoyed going out with you so much although it's only 1 time, i swear i really enjoyed myself when i'm with you.
Now i wonder do you really treat me as your sister & a friend that you can trust?
Or is just words coming out from your mouth without even thinking?
I don't know why i don't feel like seeing you & talking to you now. I'm thinking of avoiding you.
Maybe that's the best way to forget you like how i used to forget you. It took about 1 year to forget you.
The pain is too much to bear, too much until i cried so badly for the past few nights.
Remember what i told you about me wanting to have a brother so badly?
Shall not elaborate much, guess you won't be reading this.
I yearn for your love...
PS: Brotherly love.