Spirits of things.

Trick or treat?

Happy Halloween people!

Leave it alone.

Why must i listen to you & abide your decision? No way man, NO WAY.

You're only my friend, but that doesn't mean i have to listen to everything you say.

I can make my own decision.

Gone bonkers.

NCO music scores are driving me nuts!

10 pieces, flats, sharps & naturals all over. :\

Pfft, pre-camp is next Monday & Wednesday.

Still thinking should i go. Hmmm...

Bad ending.

Last day of school, bad day & disappointing results. Failed 2 subjects, sigh.

Didn't went to school for two days due to some stupid post exam activities, gave Miss Nadiah the

letter and she called my mum telling her that i came to school in the afternoon for the 2 days.

Yeah, WHATEVER. -.-

If that someone just withdraw the key from Miss Nadiah then she won't called my mum.

Miss Nadiah & Mrs Ong nagged throughout the form teacher's period, there goes my last day.

Boring shit. Hunt for euphonium gig bags with Jieen, Lian Min & Serene. It's so expensive!

Gah, shall go other places to hunt tomorrow. Stupid. -.-

My holidays are packed! Urgh! ):<

PS: Guess i was thinking too much yeah, that won't happen. Let go Celine, let go.

We're who we are.

Went for 36th NCO camp briefing. Saw Hendrik! Hahah, he was late!

Oh, Hendrik said he bow to me, when he didn't! Stupid duck! :P

Looking forward to NCO camp! Feel like it's gonna be fun. Woohoo!

But i don't wanna carry my instrument there plus the case! It's heavy luh. ):

I asked Mr Lum whether should i buy anot, he say "Think of the tuba players."

Hmmm... i'm confuse! Should i buy? ):

PS: Go away, you're not a good teacher. Irresponsible bitch.

Special one.

This post is delicated to my cute friend Zhi An, hahah! I know it's super duper random yeah?

Woo! Just wanna thank you for everything that you've done for me. :)

Lending me a listening ear, hearing all my nonsense, your encouraging words,

helping me out with Geography & i disappointed you. (swash & backwash) &

yesterday's case. (i know, you know

Forever friends? :D

Anyway, Zhi Qing! Take care & recover soon oh! :)

And where is Samuel Huang Wei Wen?! ):

PS: Sometimes i love being the only player in my section.

Thinking of you.

Compass Point with Zhi Qing today cause she wanna buy something for someone! :D

She bought me a euphonium figurine! So nice of her right? :D

I just say i want it & she straight away bought it! I'm so touched! Hehe!

Yes! Not going to school tomorrow & also on Wednesday except for band practice. :)

Self proclaimed holidays! Woohoo!

PS: I know Annie's real name! :P

You're my star.

24.10.10 will always be in my heart. I love you, i miss you badly.

Still remember the day you leave this world, you'll always be in my heart, forever.

Happy birthday, didn't get to celebrate with you. Hope you're enjoying your life up there.

Miss all the talks, fun, laughters & every moment that is spent with you.

Memories will stay.

PS: Rest in peace, i'll visit you real soon. )':

Dancing in the rain.

Fun day with Rebecca. More pictures on facebook. :)

Little India, Bugis, Orchard, Botanic Gardens.

I love nature! :D

Today some fucking idiot make me damn piss, urgh! Seriously, what's wrong with guys nowadays?!

What the fuck lah, only want to switch euphonium also cannot?

My euphonium 4th valve is not working all thanks to you.

You're already using the Denis Wick mouthpiece, what more do you want?

Show me your bloody attitude all you want. _l_

Perhaps love.

Wee! Friday is finally here! Post exams activities are boring.

Went for band after school, didn't expect band to be fun, but it turn out to be okay. Kinda happy.

During sectionals, Samuel called me. Didn't answer the call. Sorry uh. Hehe. :)

Had dinner with Jeremy & Zhi Qing, i'm full!

After that Zhi Qing and i went to find Han Kiat & Zhi Kai at Mac Donalds.

Hahah, Zhi Kai is cute, but Ashraf cuter! Phew, finally things are settled between the 4 of us. :)

I wanna meet up with Ashraf & Samuel soon! Miss them! ):

Make believe.

Got back all the papers, know some of the overall marks for some subjects.

Think i won't ace any subjects, gonna get scolding from someone real soon.

Great disappointment seriously. Thanks Jieen again, it's been 2 days. ):

Zhi Qing told me something bad in the morning today, oh well.

Should i say the problem is settled? Why are guys so sensitive nowadays? -.-

People will be asking me things about band everyday, it's irritating okay.

I need a break, i seriously do. Urgh, holidays will be damn boring. Hate my secondary 3 life.

PS: I wish you were here to listen to me, what's wrong with you Ashraf? ):

It was unexpected.

Gotten back all the papers, will be getting back Geography paper tomorrow.

Both my EMath & AMath result was unexpected, was really shocked! )':

Thanks Jieen for cheering me up.

Sad, my secondary 3 life has a bad end.

I have to buck up! HWAITING! Stress & tired, going on hiatus soon.

Kinda elated because some problems are solved. :)

Samuel & Ashraf called me & Zhi Qing today morning at the same time.

8.44am, cool or what? Hahah!

And Zhi Qing told me something about a certain person. Cannot stand it.

Tsk, seriously what are you thinking? I really appreciate what you've done for me,

you don't need to come to the extend to do such things.

Nothing better to do uh?

Alright, the haze is really killing me. My condition is getting worse day by day!

When will this stop? Urgh! Running nose, shoo! ):

PS: I want the old you.

Lost trust.

School was tiring & i was nearly late for school. Flu for the whole day. ):

Gotten back some of our papers, felt so sleepy when teacher is going through the papers.

Band's resuming tomorrow, oh my. :\

After my birthday, all the boring things come back, tsk. Yeah, this is my life, i lead a boring life.

But i've still have awesome friends who never fail to make me smile & cheer me up. :)

Thank you Zhi Qing, Jieen, Serene, Ching Yi, Rebecca, Lian Min, Kah Mun & more.

As for someone, i'm just disppointed in you, you've changed to a totally different person.

I want the old you back, i miss the old you lah. ):

Ending off, i would like to thank Lian Min, Serene, Jieen & Ching Yi for the cake & present.

Kah Mun for the card & present. Syahirah for the white little creature & the beast badge.

Yi Ning for the note book & Stephanie for the pencil case. :)

Fifteen.

I'm fifteen! :)

Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes, texts & presents! :D

This birthday is a happy and also a sad one.

Happy because i get to spend it with my lovely friends,

and sad because someone is not celebrating it with me. ):

Well, i also learnt something today!

" Do not treat people too well, someday they will step over your head. "

A sad but memorable birthday, 15.

Lastly, Zhi Qing take care of yourself! Don't always injured yourself uh! :D

PS: Omg, i'm sick of cakes. :\

Lovely day.

Da Capo.

The Zoomzastics.

Went for NUS Wind Symphony concert, Da Capo today! I enjoyed the concert very much!

Even after the concert, the very first piece El Camino, tune is still stuck in my head. :)

PS: I'll turn 15 in 15 minutes time! :)

More than a feeling.

Hawaiian pizza.

Orleans Delight.

Cheezy 7.

Had my advance birthday celebration today with mummy, cousin & sister at City Square Mall Pizza Hut. I enjoyed the food, yummy. :) YAY! My birthday is coming in 2 days time! :D Going Mr Lum's concert tomorrow, can get to see Ashraf & Samuel & other band members! Chatted with Ashraf & Samuel on the phone today for quite long, heheh. Ashraf so cute! :D

Anyway, i'm not feeling very well today, had flu for the whole day & my body is aching. ):

I'm dead tired.

PS: More pictures are up on facebook.

Upside down.

Went to Fuchun Secondary with Mr Lum & the 3 leaders today!

It was fun yo! The minute we stepped inside the band room, everyone was looking at us.

The bandsmen there were friendly! Hahah, made some new friends! :)

Yay! I get to see Annie, Ashraff & Ashraf too! Ah! Ashraf is so cute! :D

Muahahahahah! It was a nice stay, i wanna go again!

Ohmy! Zhi Qing's feeling is right!

PS: Everyone got their private life right? What i want to post is also none of your business,

mind your own business okay. Leave earlier better, i don't care.

Exams free.

Yay! Finally exams are over. I'm happy and also worried for my results. Oh damn.

Woah, EMath paper 2 is easier than paper 1. I've careless mistakes here and there.

I did not attempted the last question, 8 marks fly away. ):

Had lunch with Brendo & Zhi Qing. Brendo was super duper guai lan lah.

Even Zhi Qing also gang up with him to guai lan me. Assholes! :P

After lunch, hang out at Toa Payoh. It was boring. Then we headed to Ang Mo Kio Hub!

Heheh, had fun! Had a heart to heart talk with Zhi Qing! (Y)

After walking around Ang Mo Kio, went back to Toa Payoh library to do EMath!

Thanks Zhi Qing for teaching me! :)

Anyway, was walking to the canteen with Zhi Qing to find Eddie then saw Mr Goh & Mr Chia,

i wanted to avoid Mr Goh but too bad.

Mr Goh: *Disappointing face*

Me: *Smile back*

Mr Goh: Is the AMath paper really difficult?

Me: Er... ya. Alot of people are going to fail right?

Mr Goh: I'm not sure, i've only mark the first few questions.

Me: Okay.

Mr Goh: Alot of you have careless mistakes & the questions in the paper you all have done before what.

Me: Some never do before.

Mr Goh: Alot of you did the wrong expansion for 1 of the question.

Me: Oh, okay.

Mr Chia: *Smile* See, you never study right?

Me: *Agitated* I did!

Mr Goh: You never pay attention in class.

Then the both of them walk up to the staff room.

I was like "What the hell?! The paper you set it's really difficult can?! Urgh! Stupid!"

Whatever lah, gonna flunk it anyway, tsk.

Anyway, good luck to Serene for her practical exam & Brendo for his Physics paper tomorrow.

HWAITING! :D

Thanks Yao Hui for lying to me & Zhi Qing, good job. -.-

My favourite words for today: "Hi", "Yes" & "K"

PS: Enjoyed talking to Jieen on the phone! :)

A total blank.

AMath paper was a disaster, sigh. I'm so gonna flunk it. ):

I sat there, doing the first question, and i was stuck! :\

So i skipped to the next, i was stuck again, oh damn.

It happens continuously, i was struggling with almost all the questions.

I was expecting a question on matrix, but it didn't came out.

There's 4 questions on trigonometry, i just copied the questions and leave it all blank.

Q1, a simple question on simultaneous equation, i couldn't solve it.

There are 12 questions in total but there are different parts.

I know how to do 3/4 of the questions, but don't know what's wrong with me today.

When i was doing part (a) of the last question, the time is up, tsk.

Nothing went inside my mind & i studied so hard for AMath & this is the result i get.

Great disappointment, darn! Think i'm gonna get a 1 digit number for AMath.

How awesome. )':

Anyway, EMath paper 2 tomorrow, heard that it's tough & it's the last paper.

Good luck people. :)

Kinda pissed with Bernard today, friends cannot make it then take me & Zhi Qing as substitute? -.-

Treat us as what? >:(

Screened by the police today. -.-

Tomorrow's gonna be a boring day, i wanna hang out with people!

Toa Payoh is such a boring place! (N)

PS: Dreamt of someone last night. :)

I believe in you.

Screw EMath paper 1 big time, didn't finished the paper for the first time.

Leave blanks for about 6 questions? If i'm not wrong. ):

The duration of the paper is 1 hour & 15 minutes, you will think that is slow, but is not.

It's like a split second and poof! 1 hour & 15 minutes gone.

Gah, AMath paper tomorrow. All the best to all AMath students.

I don't think i can ace EMath already, same goes to AMath luh. :\

Forever always.

Physics paper was okay, mid year's easier.

Went library to study then meet up with Samuel & Ashraf, talked & walked around Toa Payoh.

They are cool dudes yeah, i love Samuel's dimples & Ashraf cute face! Muahahahahah!

I had fun today! Alright, EMath paper tomorrow, good luck people! :)

I'll remember you.

10.10.10 is love!

Saw Zhi An & meet up with Han Kiat & Zhi Kai! :)

Awesome day for me! Alright, Physics paper tomorrow. Good luck people!

Let it go.

This post is delicated to my friend Han Kiat:

Hey, friend. Just wanna let you know that you're not alone.

You still have your friends around you who cared, they are your pillars of support.

I know it's been hard for you, but you still have to move on.

Find someone better, she's the one who don't cherish you.

But for now, i advise you to concentrate on your studies first ya, N levels is next year.

She got attitude problem, let her be. Leave her alone. Ignore her.

Anyway, you've made the right choice. (Y)

Got any problems you can tell me, i'll lend you a listening ear.

People changed, some for the better, some for the worse.

I don't want to see you emo everytime, it's time to start afresh!

I want to see the cheerful Han Kiat!

Move on my friend, don't dwell on the past. :)

CHEERS!

New start.

I'm gonna start all over again. :)